68 posts from 2008

finally watched it! i never cried so much in any of the past episodes and WOW. I mean, wow. Haha. I just kept thinking how intense all the scenes were and I felt so bad for both Serizawa and Naruse, how neither of them kind knew what they really wanted, how if one of them killed or let the other live, there just wouldn't be any end to the whole pain and the past with Hideo, I ended up not knowing who to blame for the entire thing anymore. And then, I was so puzzled about the very very very ending. You know, what happend!?

And, yeah, i think that's the only way it could have really ended, really. I felt a huge tug in my heart that that was how both of them decided to finish it, or, well, not like they exactliy decided on it, but... yeah... I had my hand over my mouth the entire time. It was so moving. I swear to the lord.

I keep wondering though about what Shiori saw. Poor girl, she never sees good things in that steel warehouse...but then, she saw peace there, finallly.

I can't wait for october 17!!!!

When's the Maou OST coming out again?

I want to give a HUGE thanks to yaya10ss because my love for Arashi has given a RENEWED LOVE and AMAZING PERSPECTIVE.

My Lord, I smiled at their voices. JUST AT THEIR VOICES. it was magical, i swear.

This is why i want to start a petition to have Arashi release an acapella album!

Credits to yaya10ss!
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Jen said this yesterday in her post and now i'm getting nervous! what could it be!

And i watched Maou Episode 10! FINALLY!

It got licensed in CR!!! HOMG it was like the end of the world for a while!

well it wasn't just ohno. it was all of arashi. though this is the first arashi dream i've had in a while that's this vivid.

 

it was after another more creepy dream i had. this was better than that, but still, something about it didn't make me feel very good.

well it was like this. i was in some sort of large room with a lot of kids other fans, all seated on the floor. the members were wearing plain uniformed tshirts, it kind of felt like they were filming for a tv show. Anyway, the kids and the other fans (including myself) were drawing and making crafts and stuff. and naturally the guys were there to assist and inter-act. Now, I was near the corner, kind of not doing anything because there weren't any members nearby (xD) and I was still kind of in shock because my dream mentality had just come from the creepier dream and I was still kind of adjusting to the new surroundings. Then suddenly ohno came and sat next to a kid that was in front of me. The little boy was pasting something and then my heart started to beat faster. I wanted to distract myself so i grabbed a pen and a book and started to doodle on the book jacket.

 

And you know how, you're chance is there but then somehow you're just not doing it right?  i kept starting my drawing but it never came out the way I wanted. I started drawing the face and all, but I got so conscious especially when ohno inched his way towards me and was watching me draw. I was like "OMG here's my chance to show that I like art too!" and i was trying to draw well. He was really watching me work and he was saying "ah, you're good." and I was like "OMG omg omg omg" but then suddenly i messed up and hurriedly tried to draw something else.

 

But then the production team kind of called all the members that time was up and i was starting to panic. Ohno! Don't leave me. And he said, "oh, finish it quickly and I'll hold on to it when you're done." My eyes were "O___O you like my drawing????" and so i tried. I even threw the book away to draw on just the book jacket. But i swear I couldn't finish. so instead i just apologized. Funny thing was that he said in Tagalog, "Bilisan mo" and I frantically just wrote instead (to my surprise, in japanese) "I'm sorry. I can't draw fast. But I will draw something wonderful and send it to you instead." and in my frustration I couldn't write the katakana of my name right. It kept looking wrong. And it was so frustrating. "MI" and "SHI" in katakana is SO NOT HARD and yet, there it was, in my dream, the hardest part of the entire note. And ohno came to look over my shoulder and i tore the note and gave it to him.

 

And then I woke up. All i could think of was "dammit i'm sending fanmail NOW."

It gave me heebie-geebies and tore my heart out to read what i could take from Jen's con-report.

I felt so amazed that Arashi can perform this way. I feel so proud of them. But then it tore my heart out because I'm MISSING IT. MISSING IT BECAUSE APPARENTLY THE PHILIPPINES IS STILL NOT PART OF ASIA. And i only have so much money that... i don't know.

So especially because Jun said that their 10th anniversary concert will be BETTER THAN THIS, I AM GOING TO THE 10TH ANNIVERSARY. IT IS SO NON NEGOTIABLE.

As of right now, who can i ask to buy me tickets? I don't care if i go alone! hahahhaaha! I'm going! Now now now! I mean, next year... exactly this time next year!!!!

love love love love love love love love

Ohmiya SK. I swear.

So many good dramas and things happening for next fall!

And i'm so proud that Miura Haruma is getting more popular! I've loved him since 14 Sai. <3333

Scrap Teacher! <3
Ryusei no Kizuna! <333
Innocent Love! <3

<3333 the singles! I've gotten them all finally!!!

truth=so dark
KnMe= OMG feel good song, i swear!
smile=makes me wanna dance little steps hahaha

smap to perform 6 times in dome!?!?! so shocked! congrats! haha new album for them too!

you know, kaze no mukou e is one of those vids that makes me like its a world between me and arashi. dont know...........

lots of singles! i cant believe it. i didnt order any! huhuhu! i'm looking forward to them all though!!!

lots of singles! i cant believe it. i didnt order any! huhuhu! i'm looking forward to them all though!!!

Just this morning i was curious about the exact date when the new drama of Nino, Ryo and Erika will come out next next month, like an exact date. And I ended up getting sidetracked to watch a Funky Monkey Babies PV that had Toda Erika in it.

Eventually I found myself searching for her birthday because i watched in an interview that she was 17 (in that interview) and I couldn't accept how young she was. Then I searched her birthday...

And guess what! It's her birthday!

TODAY!

Coincidence??? WHOA. HAHAHA. And and and... she's MY AGE. OFMGNSIHUASFD~ ahahahaha
But I actually like her despite her irritating Umi days in Hanadan! XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! (I actually want to meet her someday)

She's so pretty. And dudes, i didn't know she sang. xD

I am currently diving into TomaPi-ness~!